There is some good 2 come out of this, as instead of having the 44hrs per week of care at home; they r just gonna give me 24hrs per week. But they r trying 2 get me in2 some sort of work placements whether paid or voluntary, so this means i'll be out the house more wen Aidan's at work and i will get to know alot more ppl outside these 4 walls. Plus wen i am at home i will have more ppl popping in & out all day instead of just 1 person here 4 along period of time, they r also giving me blocks of time 2 go out and about shopping; so instead of just having 2 days where i'm out the house i cud end up being out 5 day a week. Which I think it will better 4 me, because at the moment i'm lucky if i c 5 ppl a week; and that can't be heathly can it? But i am loosing direct payments, which now i think is a good thing as i can explore new things; and i won't have ppl knowing all mine & Aidan's business.

Thank u 4 reading this & putting up with all my moans.

Love Helen x